hi sweet sister ... I know why you're here ... you're here because you crave a deeper intimacy with yourself ...you're here, because you've caught on to karmic and ancestral wounding inside yourself... maybe you see it being passed down from your mother ... maybe you've noticed a pattern in relationships or co-dependecy that spirals you down into old habits stemming from a shadow masculine wound...  and this awareness that you have of these wounds now, can no longer be ignored anymore ... because you know you're here to transmute it because this is much bigger then you... you know this is collective and youre ready to walk this deeper initation of self mastery, alchemy and unconditional love ... 

youre here, becaUse you want to truly understand and love your sexuAL shame ... you are here ... 

because enough is enogh

and you are ready to FEEL enough. to be enough.

.... and babe you are! ... I am here to hold a sacred and powerful mirror to you, so that you can remember who your own essence , so that you can feel your own unique essence ... s you can be clear go who you are, so you an claim your sexuality .. so you can claim your experiences and deeply know and deeply the divine and soul purpose of anything traumic and "shameful" that you may have experienced...

 

Are you read to remember ?

Are you ready to dive deeper?

are you ready to turn the mirror in with love and finally LOVE what you see?

are you willing to deeply face hour fears, your sadosws if you knew it would completely liberate you

 

throughout these 6 months, my intention is to bring us back home to our bodies ... to finally look inside for the  sacred masculine, to clear all the karmic bullshit, to allow ourselves to feel safe in our beautiful body... to claim our sexuality and use our magical papers to turn the most painful experiences into gold! 


WHAT YOU RECEIVE :

 

☥ 6 LIVE CEREMONIES 

☥ 6 PRE-RECORDED GUIDED MEDITATION

☥ 1 DEEPENING JOURNEY WORKBOOK W/ TOOLS + PRACTICES 

☥ 1 HOUR SISTER SESSIONS / WEEK 

☥ 24/7 SISTER SUPPORT VIA EMAIL, FACEBOOK MESSENGER


SISTER, YOU KNOW THIS JOUREY IS FOR YOU IF... 

You're ready and willing to get uncomfortable if you are willing and ready to turn the mirror in face all of your shadow face all of your fears and choose to love it all anyway through specific energetic practices sand deep shadow work

You are willing to face your deepest and most uncomfortable fears and shadow to deeply transmute the collective wound you've been carrying around for lifetimes.

despite experiencing sexual trauma in this life time or another, you're ready to let yourself feel safe, to feel sexy and alive in your own body. you're ready to choose to believe that feeling amazing and safe in your body is your birthright that only YOU can choose

You’re ready for something different and your sick of witnessing the patterns of the wooden masculine within your relationships and catching it everywhere and you’re ready to deploy heal it

You've witnessed the same karmic and ancestral wounds and patterns in your life time and time again and your so ready to cut those cards and create a new energy for yourself and life

You're been searching for the masculine outside of yourself pretty much your entire life, you know this is not working for you and would like to activate the sacred masculine inside your own heart to ripple throgho0t the rest of your life. You're ready to turn the mirror in and now that YOU are the only you've been searching for .

You know your body holds sexual energy magic and healing and youre so ready to tap into it, to deeply transmute deep rooted shame, and you want to feel ecstcially alive in your body and being! you're ready to tap into your own inner gateways of the body, of the womb, and of your yoni

You're truly willing to sit with your sexual shame to finally heal these wounds, when we sit with our sexual shame, when we love it, when we no loner push it away it no longer pierces through our lives every time it gets. when we see it as a portal of understanding and of deep self love, will we begin to see a difference in our lives and how we feel about ourselves 

you are willing to go deep enough into your fears and shadow to deeply let the truth and urpse/ lov begin to float to the surface to completely liberate yourself and any mask of victim you were once wearing.

 finally feel safe in your body regardless if he’s ever been abused raped salted if you feel you’ve ever have used yourself


I created this 6 week deep dive... because i myself have walked through each of the portals that we will be walking through together ... 

I could feel the karmic bullshit and old stories being stripped away ... it as uncomfortable ... but now. 

I have never felt so strong . I have never felt so sure. And I have never felt so challenged in my life to finally feel the essence of who I am. and it gets easier everyday... this CAN be easy sister.

If you've bee following me and my work for a while, you are familiar with my story of being an exotic dancer and prostitue for 7 years, being sexually abused at 14 and raped at 23 ... I began deeply healing these wounds by diving deep into my womb, and into my shame ... but the universe had something in store for me that still deeply showed me I waSstill hanging on to these old wounds. I fell in love with someone who reflected ALL the old wounds ... he did not see me. he did not honour me, or my body...  and I had no choice but to face some deep truths; I still felt very dirty, I was looking outside of myself fo love, and I believed I had to give my power away to be seen and loved. Within this, I relapsed... I go so intoxicated I then blacked out, and woke up having sex with a random stranger ... without a condom ...  I use to do this all the time when I drank because I believed that someone would finally see me if I had sex  with them. I was still operating subconsciously by this belief.

It was clear what was being asked of me ... It was clear what I was still holding on to. As all the memories of sexual shame and womb trauma surfaced once agin. it was time to face it, to breathe into it, to be gentle with myself and to take my time with all that was real for me... it waS time to deeply heal it and do what I needed to do to finally see myself, to love myself just the way I am. And I'm still working on this, I feel this is going to be a lifetime journey! and thats okay, I decide that I can still be of service at the same time.

The wounded masculine inside of mewant4d to be seen, and when this person left ...I thought my masculine was taken. but that could not be further from the truth. 

We are the ones we are looking for, always. It will always be in here.

I want to share and hold space for sister who have experienced similar situations and are ready to do this deep work. Because this deep work is changing my life, I am finally seeing myself. I am finally loving myself. 

And in spiritual truth, we are so in love with ourselves already. But our wounds and some get in teh way of this, so we must be willing to do the work to strip the layers that are just not serving us, to face our shit ...what I teach and hold space for in this 66 weeks is all that I've been doing to deeply heal and tramsute all the shadow and shame I once that I was noting without it.

I welcome you in to this journey dear sister, this is not for the fain of heart.

May you know that we are deeply transmuting collective wounding. We are ding this for the collective, but we do not need to do this alone.

sister to sister, I got you. 

Let's do this <3


" THIS 6 WEEK IS TO PREPARE YOU ON A DEEPER AND MORE CLEAR LEVEL FOR ALL YOUR YOUR OWN DEEP INITIATIONS TO COME IN THE FUTURE... CAUSE THEY'RE COMING :) "

- Sarah Nicole 

THE 6 WEEKS :

WEEK 1 : FEELING SAFE IN OUR BODIES 

WEEK 2 : CLEARING KARMIC PATTERNS + ANCESTRAL WOUNDS

WEEK 3 : HEALING THE WOUNDED MASCULINE

WEEK 4 : SEXUAL ENERGY TRANSMUTATION 

WEEK 5 : DEEPLY LOVING OUR SHAME

WEEK 6 : ALCHEMIZE SHADOW TO SOUL PURPOSE 

THIS 6 WEEK IS TO PREPARE YOU ON A DEEPER AND MORE CLEAR LEVEL FOR ALL YOUR YOUR OWN DEEP INITIATIONS TO COME IN THE FUTURE... CAUSE THEY'RE COMING :) 

 

SACRED EXCHANGE

☥ 6 LIVE CEREMONIES 

☥ 6 PRE-RECORDED GUIDED MEDITATION

☥ 1 DEEPENING JOURNEY WORKBOOK W/ TOOLS + PRACTICES 

☥ 1 HOUR SISTER SESSIONS / WEEK 

☥ 24/7 SISTER SUPPORT VIA EMAIL, FACEBOOK MESSENGER

 

$911.00US - FULL

$304.00US - 3 BI-WEEKLY PAYMENTS